Today was nuts. Totally different to day two of sobriety just ten days ago before the roller coaster hit me with the 5 day bender. Then I felt awful. Today I felt euphoric, like I’d taken some serious happy pills. Haha like I was in a bloomin Tampax ad! If I could just bottle this and pour it on every day hereafter I reckon I could make this. But. I am anxious about what’s around the corner. Of course I am. You see it’s why there isn’t an exclamation mark on my title above. Funny how the mind works. I saw my counsellor. We spoke about Dad. My late father. Why I am sad. We need to speak more. For sure.